Hi Poppypoppy70 wrote:Hi there,
the last weeks I've neglected Jeanne a lot. First there were the holidays with my boys and after that I left her in her storage. It took me some days to fetch her from her "coffin" but gladly she did not resent me that too much.
The again she had to hide for the weekend and when I fetched her I just laid her in my bed and that was it. I felt her presence but was not attracted to her. The smell of TPE even disturbed me and I had the first doubts about having her. I don't know if it was due to the fact that the "newness" of our relationship wore off or the long period without her or just rational doubts about being with a doll instead of a real human being. Sometimes I just think too much and get second thoughts.
I can fully understand how you felt. When Hanna had to go back to France to have her knee operation it was a couple of days after she came back that I began to see her 'happy face'. I had mixed feelings for the first day because I couldn't see her 'happy face' but I knew that the feelings would return again. By the second day we were back to normal again. This situation can also happen with a real girl after a time apart so it's best that you do not overthink it, just accept it and wait until mormality returns, as it will.
I'm glad that normality is now returning for you and Jeanne.