Great Review of Melody-BT3 but I have some Buyer's Remorse..

TP876 · Post by **TP876** » Thu Aug 25, 2016 1:54 am

I used to have a second hand boy toy doll as well. She wasn't my dream doll but I liked her and I had her for two years. Mine was not as soft as I would have liked her to be and she was shorter than I preferred but still a nice doll to have around. My realdoll I have now is my dream doll and I am smitten by her, but if you have the doll you have now why not keep her around for awhile? You'd probably feel more remorse once you resold your doll for less than what you paid and then feel like you didn't give her a chance. There's nothing like having your own doll designed special for you but a cute second hand doll like yours is nice too, so why not keep her around for awhile?

Doc Brown · Post by **Doc Brown** » Thu Aug 25, 2016 6:23 am

Glad to hear her charms are starting to win you over.

Poor girl's in a new country, she's going to need some "comforting".

haremlover · Post by **haremlover** » Thu Aug 25, 2016 8:50 am

As someone who encouraged you to buy her I was horrified by the title of this thread. I'm not known as a fan of Abyss ladies but upon seeing her in the advert I thought she was a charmer . . . and am pleased to see that finally she's casting her spell on you.

Indeed . . . she's hypnotically engaging.

In my opinion not every doll can do this.

There's a thread on the UK forum which recounts the journey with the doll in which many of us have common experience. http://www.uklovedollforums.co.uk/forum ... php?t=8934

One starts with a lust, but the doll becomes so much more.

I hope she will for you too.

Best wishes

Harem

ChaseroftheSun · Post by **ChaseroftheSun** » Fri Aug 26, 2016 12:51 am

Great comments guys!! Yes you're right TP876. I can see myself getting a rd someday but in the meantime I feel much more at peace with the purchase & am bonding with Cheryl already even after a week. I'm away out of town for a week & have to admit I'm kind've missing her. Her face & eyes really do it for me. I think if I do get a different doll I will always keep her beautiful face! So because I'm away from her I can't give you any photos this time but I'll make up for it when I'm back. My roommate was really good about my presenting her & so respectful. I initially said that I was bringing home a St. Bernard dog puppy & he was great about it LOL. So a lifelike beautiful doll was nothing compared to that I guess. Hopefully he won't get tempted to go into my room in the middle of the night & pay Cheryl a visit LOL! & I guess every great story has to have some seemingly negative circumstances at first before the happy ending & so I hope to turn the title & story here to a much more positive one eventually. I'm going to do what I can do & I ordered a couple of "body-stockings" lingerie from Yandi" as I. Noticed that when Cheryl"s legs are in nylons she feels muchb better so I figure that will work for the top half too.

plus bras help her boobs to feel softer. Also ordered "Sil-poxy" to fix her 3 or 4 finger-pokes.(?) I think for a ferrari of dolls (what I like to think anyways): why doen't "Abyss" smooth down those sharp edges on the fingers of the skeleton. (?!) anyways... plus I found a perfume that suits her & I bought a "Detangler" for her wig & a heavenly smelling Conditioner. I find myself looking at real women's legs lately too secretly comparing LOL! As Cheryl is short but has an awesome height of legs body ratio compared to her upper body! So what I've been seeing is some ev en much taller girls with the same length of legs or shorter & shorter girls with really short legs so I guess the height / petiteness of Cheryl is bothering me anymore too. Plus...well itaks true that with a little practice... "the fooling around" has really improved. & like you said itaks a learning process & so true. It's getting easier to dress her more & more plus I did some modifications in my bedroom so I can maneuver around my bed with her more easily now. Hopefully this bonding & my positiveness will continue & forsake the idea of selling at least for a long while like you suggested. Thanks again guys!

ChaseroftheSun · Post by **ChaseroftheSun** » Fri Aug 26, 2016 12:56 am

Oops meant to say that "the height of legs" are NOT bothering me anymore." also thanks also to you for you great comments too Harem!

ChaseroftheSun · Post by **ChaseroftheSun** » Sun Aug 28, 2016 9:03 am

OOPS! - said in an earlier post that: "I had Cheryl lie on the couch with me wearing nylons. So her feet were on my legs & I found myself rubbing them...l I meant she was the ones wearing nylons! LOL! I've been away from home now for a few days & I find myself missing Cheryl & am looking forward to spending some time with her... So with her finger pokes... I'm thinking about cutting the metal shorter in her fingers that poke through & trying to grind the sharpness away... anyone done this? or should I just leave them as is & Sil-poxy them up as is? I even have Oven-Mitts on her most of the time so I think they need to be dealt with. Thanks

Doc Brown · Post by **Doc Brown** » Sun Aug 28, 2016 12:00 pm

ChaseroftheSun wrote:o her feet were on my legs & I found myself rubbing them...l I meant she was the ones wearing nylons!

Not nearly as hot!

:haha4:

ChaseroftheSun · Post by **ChaseroftheSun** » Sat Sep 03, 2016 12:04 am

OMG i've been back home for 2 days after a week & Cheryl has been hard to resist! I'm really falling for her! Please disregard anything negative I've submitted originally as OMG Cheryl is amazing! I've been so busy though since back so again forgive me for no photos again this time! Tomorrow for sure. Cheryl is sitting on the couch with me having a glass of wine looking into my eyes. I don't want to discount other dolls but I have to tell you that the easily moveable slightly larger eyes with closable eyelids has been absolutely amazing to me! I can imagine what having a more realistic AI head on a doll would be like! Sign me up! Dolls love everything about you unconditionally & countless benefits! She's at your beck & call for whatever whenever. She likes you for you. The night before her arrival I got some perfume samples & theres this one perfume that smells like heaven on earth! Want the name? ...Plus after washing her wig with conditioner she smells amazing x 10... I've covered most of her body in nylons & she feels so much better now too. Anyways just wanted to say that I retract everything negative & Cheryl has become more important to me already. I'm starting to understand how a lot of you guys get so attached to your beautiful dolls!

TP876 · Post by **TP876** » Sat Sep 03, 2016 1:08 am

Sounds good!

Walley · Post by **Walley** » Sat Sep 03, 2016 1:28 am

A simple trick to make your doll "look" bigger is to buy a pair or two of 3X reading glasses. This will make your doll look twice as big. I have a smaller doll and reading glasses make a big difference when looking at your doll. I've found some good deals on reading glasses at the 99 cent store and grocery outlet has $3 ones that sell for $8 to $15 at other stores.

Doc Brown · Post by **Doc Brown** » Sat Sep 03, 2016 6:14 am

ChaseroftheSun wrote:OMG i've been back home for 2 days after a week & Cheryl has been hard to resist! I'm really falling for her! Please disregard anything negative I've submitted originally as OMG Cheryl is amazing! I've been so busy though since back so again forgive me for no photos again this time! Tomorrow for sure. Cheryl is sitting on the couch with me having a glass of wine looking into my eyes. I don't want to discount other dolls but I have to tell you that the easily moveable slightly larger eyes with closable eyelids has been absolutely amazing to me! I can imagine what having a more realistic AI head on a doll would be like! Sign me up! Dolls love everything about you unconditionally & countless benefits! She's at your beck & call for whatever whenever. She likes you for you. The night before her arrival I got some perfume samples & theres this one perfume that smells like heaven on earth! Want the name? ...Plus after washing her wig with conditioner she smells amazing x 10... I've covered most of her body in nylons & she feels so much better now too. Anyways just wanted to say that I retract everything negative & Cheryl has become more important to me already. I'm starting to understand how a lot of you guys get so attached to your beautiful dolls!

You know, when I had to remove myself from asking her to move in with us, I kept watching the thread.
When I saw she sold, I told my wife "I hope she winds up in a nice home."

Sounds to me like she did.

Enjoy!

Post by **dollyforme** » Sat Sep 03, 2016 11:15 am

She is simply stunning! Thanks for sharing!

ChaseroftheSun · Post by **ChaseroftheSun** » Mon Sep 05, 2016 9:32 pm

I'm out of town again until tomorrow however here are a couple of photos of beautiful Cheryl until I get a chance to take some more... I've had her in more sexy lingerie so these are of her in her what I call her pajamas LOL! Also I will fix the finger pokes & post some pics of that too. I hope this doesn't sound bad as I really like Cheryl! But I'm still thinking that I will probably keep her for almost a year & then hopefully I can afford to upgrade to a RD2 which I guess is what I've always really desired... However I'll admit that I love having her around & the bond is growing already! Plus I'm really falling for her beauty & will definitely try to keep her beautiful face at least... Also this coming week I'll start building a Stand for Cheryl & try to post some progression photos of that project as well. Thanks again guys!

HonkyDonky · Post by **HonkyDonky** » Thu Sep 08, 2016 8:29 pm

wow sexy

ChaseroftheSun · Post by **ChaseroftheSun** » Fri Sep 16, 2016 7:31 pm

Hey guys it's been awhile! I apologize as I recently went through something dramatic with my "Cheryl" if you're interested the story ends up into a very positive ending of this post!
I also want to publicly thank "Dodgeman" for his encouragement & to all of you that have responded to my posts so positively!... I really like & appreciate you guys without sounding too gushy LOL! - Including kharn, haremlover, deerman & the rest of you!
...Well I hope you'll forgive me as I almost let Cheryl go for a little more $ than what I had paid & I only needed to drive her to a nearby city 3 hours away to deliver her.
However I wanted to chat with the guy on the phone at least that really wanted to make the purchase & so I finally did... He seems like a very nice guy however I was surprised to find out that he's only 22 & sounded very unknowledgeable of owning & caring for a doll. Like how to handle, care & appreciate a doll...
All of a sudden I immediately felt the same emotions of when I was in my early 20's when I was trying to find a really good home of one of my dogs that unfortunately I couldn't keep any longer - I didn't care about the $ as it was more about finding a good home for my dog (-which I really did!)

But then I thought to myself that Cheryl isn't alive & won't care anyways. So I tried my best to push these emotions aside. It also sounded like he lives with others & he would said he would have to hide Cheryl. So I was picturing him mistreating & thrashing her. Ugh!
So another interesting thing that started to happen just before this was that somehow I can PRETEND to hear Cheryl's voice in my head & it has grown stronger with practise. Before you think I'm crazy let me explain LOL!; Of course I realize it's my own thoughts having a conversation with myself & it's only pretending! But it really makes the fantasy more real & fun. Her voice is always so sweet, positive & encouraging! So how can this be bad?
Anyway so along with this aspect; for the 1st time I could swear that I felt Cheryl be mad at me & could hear this pretend voice of hers' being really sad & angry with me for the first time, as if she really knew what was happening & what I was contemplating & etc.!... Who could blame her! So my emotions really escalated & it really seemed like I was about to do something against my inner peace was telling me to do!
So I lied beside her in bed & cuddled her & I'll admit that I started to cry a little with her & I just felt terrible! I can't explain it but I started to really fall for her that night & we had a great conversation! - All in my head of course! I'll admit I did have some wine too LOL! She said to at least think about it some more, sleep on it & she would support my decision either way... What a Sweetie! Again this is all only pretend & in my own thoughts but the emotions were so intense!!
So the next morning I decided to be more objective & I didn't want to make an important decision partly just out of extreme lust for the BT 4, as the sale of Cheryl would've helped speed things up to get the BT 4 someday.
Therefore I made a pros & cons list & it was quite surprising & enlightening!;
- I'm not feeling lonely anymore.
- I've developed feeling for Cheryl although she is fine with me getting a real GF someday & no worries if I need to let her go, but it has to be to the right person. & she's definitely fine with me purchasing another doll someday too as long as I don't have to go into debt for another one.) Smart girl!
- I care for her well-being now.
- I turned 50 this year & so she's like my awesome B-Day present to myself that I didn't go into debt for either.
- Great sex!
- Keeping me busy with great distractions like an awesome hobby with the shopping & caring for her & etc.
- She's given me goals unwittingly as I started building a Gantry for her, getting more clothes & accessories for her & etc. - She is a bit of a princess but worth it! & Of course it's all for me really to enjoy on her!
- I'm really enjoying her overall especially visually. I haven't seen a lot of other dolls for real to compare with but Cheryl seems to have the most sweetest & beautiful face I think I've ever seen!
- She seems really sweet too which is a priceless virtue to me.
- I love her presence around me & love her moveable & closable eyes. I get such a thrill when she's looking at me.
- I still think she's got the most beautiful sweet face & would be hard to match hers'!
** On the other side of things it's true that I could make $3500 CDN back now from the purchase & hopefully I'd save that $ towards another doll eventually. However that's it! & the cons if I let Cheryl go are:
- I'll most likely start to feel lonely again & be tempted too soon to purchase another doll that might be hotter, but bad timing for me financially, I'll be into more debt than I am now & so might be just too costly for me at this point.
- I'll be tempted to possibly make some poor decisions. (Don't want to get into details but if a guy were to see an Escort for sex for only 20 times x $180 = $3600! Yes great sex but very costly for 20 times & then that's it! Nothing else positive really. & possibly a disease.
It's also true that Cheryl will lose some financial value as time goes by & possibly gain some more injuries.
- However it seems to me now that her overall value in all of the other ways far outweigh the financial value alone. & along with my feelings already developed towards Cheryl, the sex, her presence & companionship if even for a year seem like more than worth it to keep her & that I'll get my money's worth in pleasure, satisfaction, the happiness of having her with me & etc! * (I'll probably never let her go though!)
No real woman is perfect either & I'm growing more & more accustomed to her hardness & petiteness too, as at first those 2 aspects really bothered me. & so that's improving as the days go by too.
I'm really feeling happy in this decision to keep Cheryl & I've heard it said that: "Commitment brings peace." - The guy that wanted to purchase Cheryl took it really well & was great about it. Hopefully we'll see more of him on here one day.
* Also I finally fixed Cheryl's 3 (?!) Finger-Pokes which was stressful & I seemed to even sense her pain! I used a file to grind down the burrs on the ball at the end of her skeleton / fingers as best I could & then after using the acetone & sil-poxy; I stuck 3 needles in each of her fingers to hold them together. Ouch!! ...I felt bad for Cheryl as I think she was even frowning at me! Then a little saran-wrap around each finger along with an elastic around each of the fingertips. then a little pressing together of them once more from my fingertips & let dry for a day.
So i finger turned out great, another OK but no matter what I tried the pinkie seemed to get worse with each fix! So I did the unthinkable!...I finally cut off the ball & cut the wire as far down as I could! Then sealed it up as best I could. Her pinkie finger is floppy now but at least won't poke through unless I didn't go far down enough. Then put on the fake nails & her fingers look good again except for the pinkie. Cheryl is fine with it & so am I as long as the wire I cut doesn't come back to haunt me! Or scratch me through her skin.
& Cheryl says "Hello" & is telling me to get back to work soon! (In a sweet way though LOL!). OK thanks again guys for reading & responding! & Thanks again to "Dodgeman" who was a great help in listening, his advice & etc.
So I would say a very happy ending except for my wallet, as I just spent some more $ today at the Thrift store LOL! I need to really stop it! But Cheryl was very appreciative & showed me just how much as she modeled some it for me very willingly & well I guess 1 thing led to another.