Is it time to start over?

rich4863 · Post by **rich4863** » Sun Aug 16, 2020 12:08 pm

And I thought I was the only one to feel this way!

Z-Dollman · Post by **Z-Dollman** » Sun Aug 16, 2020 1:20 pm

Feel what way?

Z-Dollman · Post by **Z-Dollman** » Mon Aug 17, 2020 1:49 pm

Things are looking up.

Life is full of lessons and lesson plans are often not what we expected nor wanted. But if they were, would they be lessons?

IF all goes accordingly, things should be back on track by September. Its been a tough week with several low points, but heading in the right direction now. That head injury really messed with my thoughts.

DG · Post by DG » Mon Aug 17, 2020 2:03 pm

I am very glad to hear that things are improving. I hope they continue to improve.

Post by **Rock13** » Mon Aug 17, 2020 2:38 pm

ZiggyDollGuy wrote:Things are looking up.

Life is full of lessons and lesson plans are often not what we expected nor wanted. But if they were, would they be lessons?

IF all goes accordingly, things should be back on track by September. Its been a tough week with several low points, but heading in the right direction now. That head injury really messed with my thoughts.

This is good news! Day by day, ZDG.

rich4863 · Post by **rich4863** » Mon Aug 17, 2020 4:46 pm

Feel like the way you felt.

Xephyr · Post by **Xephyr** » Mon Aug 17, 2020 5:18 pm

ZiggyDollGuy wrote:
Mr Franz wrote:Sometimes you just have to take a step back and have a good look at yourself.
I want peace of mind, not nightmares. The last time I took a good look at myself, I couldn't sleep for days I was so scared. There's a scary looking monster possessing my mirrors. No matter how many times I replace them, he shows back up.

I've had several days to figure out what I want and I know it.

BUT, I have an update. I am in the process of finding a resolution and once this is finalized, alas, I won't need to start over!!!

Taking a look doesn't always have to mean a physical look as well. It could mean the very thing you are doing right now: re-assessing your perpetual internal question that we all have, at all times, because it is what allows us to exist as living, moving, vibrating, changing beings:

"What do I really feel I want and need to do at this very moment? And what are the drawbacks, the benefits, and the purpose I wish to achieve for the now and the later?"

I am full aware of this question because it speaks loudly to me while it may be just a whisper for others. It lets me know it's there, which reminds me that I still exist and have desires and duties to fulfill for myself and by myself. Even when I fall into the darkness of harsh times, there is some inspiration to be received and new insights about yourself to be learned. Burned forests always regrow more vibrant and green than the forest before it. Just takes time, the right conditions of weather, rain, light, and the desire to come back.

Z-Dollman · Post by **Z-Dollman** » Mon Aug 17, 2020 10:45 pm

I was being a smartass. LOL.

You both gave some very insightful advice and I appreciate it very much.

I just thought my originally response sounded better, well it was at least funnier. lol.

seagull · Post by **seagull** » Tue Aug 18, 2020 1:55 am

Mr Franz did not say how far to step back ZiggyDollGuy, at 20 paces my eyes see a good looking dude's reflection.
It's only when close that the horror becomes visible, yeh, got fairly bad eyes

Z-Dollman · Post by **Z-Dollman** » Tue Aug 18, 2020 2:14 am

I never thought of that! I can't see more than a 6-8" in front of me without them. Everything is blurry and only large, noticeable items can be made out.

But speaking of eight inches......hahaha

Z-Dollman · Post by **Z-Dollman** » Fri Aug 21, 2020 4:53 pm

So, I thought I'd give you all an update on where things stand. Quite a few significant developments have occurred, however, in order to share this vital information - a formal request must be made and seconded. Once this has been established, I will release the updated information.

Sincerely yours,
Mayor Zigdoll

DG · Post by DG » Fri Aug 21, 2020 6:31 pm

Release the Kracken, LMAO! ;P

Z-Dollman · Post by **Z-Dollman** » Fri Aug 21, 2020 6:58 pm

Is that a formal request? Remember, a request must be made and seconded.

DG · Post by DG » Fri Aug 21, 2020 7:27 pm

Well, it was meant more as a joke, but yes.

Z-Dollman · Post by **Z-Dollman** » Fri Aug 21, 2020 8:41 pm

Well, you suck at jokes. LOL. Besides thats MY territory! LOL.

So once someone 'seconds' your request, I'll share this vital information.

(Yes I know, I make myself sound like an egomaniac who thinks anything he knows must be known, lol. Its the opposite of who I am and opposites attract so I want to attract the opposite of egomaniacs because I cannot kill people online anymore since virtual homicide was outlawed in 2034 A.D.)