This!!I must apologize for earlier today. I surprised myself after letting that post go. And this got me to thinking.... "What the hell am I doing and why??" LOL!!
I would have never imagined what I would be doing only a few months later..
It's not just about owning and banging a sex doll.(The reason I initially purchased of course).
The photography/art/personalities/threads/learning new things/friendships have formed here now..
This lead me deeper into this world/community.
Dark Knight is right. "Don't deny yourself."
I can't deny I love doing this! You got me there Dark. Have I lost my damn mind? I don't know. Sometimes I think I have but I like it!! LOL!!
In photography, finding the hidden topographies in angles of shadow and light can be transformative! These beautiful works of art compel me to take another shot.
And DDM, "Doing it for Yourself"
The first post of my first doll started it all rolling to a snowball like effect here. I was just going to show off Amaris, my first doll and that was it! Then I began to see the beauty and a personality in her. Through the camera, I was intrigued by all of it; The fashion, the makeup & the love of what you do. How this makes me feel when I'm in the thick of experiencing these dolls. At this point they are not just a doll to me, but what then? Am I losing it? caught in a loop here..
Well put Prome, I prefer that people think that I am crazy as I live the philosophy of Zero Fucks Given. You can have a bond with a doll as if it were woman. I feel tremendous pride in my angels. Especially, after an outdoor shoot. They are my travel companions for my drives down the coast, top down, they are models satisfying my shutterbug addiction, they are my conversation as the passer bys stop to talk of my dolls, they are my arm candy as guys drive by my Miata giving me the thumbs up, with their smart phones out or maybe just a good laugh. I feel zero sense of shame for having them and my time with them has been a blast. Best of all, they have introduced me to a great community here on TDF. Live in the moment. Here is a video from Turd Flinging Money expressing his thoughts about his sexdoll, Celestina shortly after she arrived. I have the same about my angels.
Saber's sister, Anna Cristina just arrived. She is dreamy. Take care, Prome
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And you guys stood me back up!
I too know how you were feeling, and how you feel now. And I've seen similar posts from others over the time I've been here. Never feel alone here. Chances are, no matter what you're feeling, you're surrounded by people who have been through it. 
