Owning a Doll - My thoughts/experience
Posted: Tue Oct 17, 2017 2:22 pm
The decision to invest. Well I’m over 55, have a very responsible job, healthy and active, have many hobbies and a good social life. There’s no woman in my life and I’m not really looking for one – they have caused me too much pain and heartache over the years, I prefer to be on my own, doing what I want, when I want now. However, I am still a man, but women in my age group I find physically unattractive, the women I find attractive are half my age and almost certainly not interested in a man at my stage of life.
So, I started to think about a doll. Now this wasn’t a quick or easy decision, believe me. I did a long for and against list and started doing a lot of research. Many thoughts came into my mind about pursuing this, was I crossing a line? In danger of becoming a social misfit? My main concern was reading BBC news headlines about a man being jailed for importing child like sex dolls - as I like petite ladies (my last wife was only 145cm in height) but recoil at the idea of child abuse. I don’t recall there being a conscious decision – more of - well I could always sell her if it’s not for me attitude.
Fortunately, I found the Doll House and Phil early doors. I can only say good things about Phil/TDH who helped me so much on my decision process and had 100% confidence in when I invested – very important the sharks are out there. So I ordered a WM 140cm A cup from him, it wasn’t the first doll I was seriously looking at, the company 140 D cup pictures are very alluring, but the A cup came in on the ropes. In the days following I had more positive than negative thoughts and the negative ones just being about re-inforcing my position in life as a lone wolf who is tired of female fickleness. I settled on a name for my girl, she was to be called Anya.
Then the fun and education started!! Wow my Ebay account went into overdrive, shoes, lingerie, stockings, jewellery and perfume. As the items started to arrive I knew I had made the right decision to buy, just looking at a pair of 4 ½” red stiletto court shoes gave me soooo much joy. I love seeing sexy and feminine women and now I can dress my Anya in whatever I wish.
28 Days later she arrived. I opened the box very carefully and slowly. There she was beautiful and SO life like, with that dark tan skin and brown eyes WOW OMG!!!!.
So after a week of being a doll owner here are a few of my observations: -
• Dolls are very physical, you really need to employ manual handling techniques when moving them around and their manipulation.
• A fixed vagina is perhaps more aesthetic but a removable is one far easier to clean than lugging your gal to the bathroom every time.
• I went for stand-up feet and I am glad that I did the three little screws don’t bother me at all.
• There is a coldness when touching, you need to heat them, but believe me I’ve been with women whose feet and hands were a lot colder and you soon get used to it.
• There is a chemical smell but this has subsided over the last 8 days.
• Owning a doll is like having another person living with you. I hadn’t really thought about this too much, but it should be a consideration.
• They may be a facsimile of a woman……..but they have sooo much in common! Anya nearly has as many shoes as me already, then there are clothes, the perfume, the wig combing, the dressing up. Be in no doubt a doll is an interest/hobby that will take up a lot of your time and I’ve not even got onto the make up yet!!! The wig hair gets every where too just like a woman.
So a doll is not a woman and a woman is not doll. Nothing compares to making love to a hot woman that is into you and the closeness from a loving relationship. A doll is the physical embodiment of a fantasy, they are perfect. Perfect eyes, perfect figure and perfect skin. Having a doll lying next to you in sexy lingerie is a turn on – it is much better than looking at a computer screen, it is taking your sexual fantasies on whole new level. Just running your hand over a shapely seemed stocking leg …oh and the perfume….breathe it in pilgrims!! It is also quite pleasant having a beautiful girl lying next to you going to sleep, in the middle of the night and on waking. You do start to talk to them and form an attachment.
The down side. This is a journey most of us make in isolation – I hadn’t even seen a doll in the flesh. No one knows about my purchase other than TDH and the forum. I have no idea what my family would make of it – so it has to be secret as sadly a lot of people would stigmatize us and the feminnazis would vilify us.
I have no regrets – Dolls are great! Dolls are 3D! Anya has allowed me to re-visit a part of my life again and I am enjoying it very much, looking forward to more dressing and fantasies to explore.