Hi - I am Adelea!
Posted: Tue Jan 15, 2019 3:08 am
Hi!
I've been a member for a few weeks now, and have been making posts etc. Really loving the great community that is here.
But, I figured it's been long enough, it's time to post an introduction.
I'm 47, single, never married (came close a couple of times) and no kids (that I know about).
So, where to begin?
I don't like being around people. Having someone else near me sets my teeth on edge and raises my hackles. The longer I spend around people the more I start to grind my teeth, and usually a headache develops.
I think things are worse now than they were when I was younger, but even as a child I much preferred my own company to that of others - its just I had a lot less say in how I spent my time, what with school etc.
Feeling like this makes relationships with other people difficult to say the least. When dating someone, they usually want to actually see you! I would much prefer to be seeing them for a few hours, maybe once or twice a month. This rarely works out well, and she invariably decides that she would rather be with someone who wants to be with her. At other times, I have tried to fight past the way I am feeling, and be more available, more often. This though, doesn't work well either - I end up miserable and resenting her for making me feel this way, so again things don't last.
I have had a few relationships last 3+ years - but these were LDRs (interestingly, both with serving members of the US armed forces, one the Air Force another the Army). This worked OK for us both, since the distance meant the expectations of seeing each other frequently just weren't there. I also found that once I actually really cared for her, the feelings of irritation of being around went away. I could see myself married to either of these girls. But, being in the armed services, they end up being redeployed and with neither of us at the point where we wanted to uproot our entire lives, things ended.
I am sure there are girls out there that feel the same way I do, but they are rare. Very rare. I don't have the inclination or patience to go looking any more.
That brings us to why we are all here. Dolls.
Masturbation is all well and good, if a release is all you need/want. But sometimes you want more - to move out of the imagination and to actually touch something.
So I did a google search for sex doll, and a whole new world revealed itself. After doing a lot of searching, I finally decided that I wanted a WM 168-E, with the #15 head. The pictures of her I had seen on so many sites just blew me away. I saw pictures of the body with other heads, but none worked for me as well as that #15!
So an order was duly placed on the evening of December 26th with The Doll House here in the UK. She arrived 13 days later, and things have been great.
I imagined that she would be basically a fuck-doll. Something to be used.
But, no - she is more than that. I refer to her as she, not it. So I am clearly projecting something onto her. I enjoy dressing her up. She has a nice selection of lingerie and heels, and oh boy! I have always been a fan of garter belts, stockings and high heels, but no girl I have been with has ever been willing to wear it all in bed for sex. Adara has no such problems, and is happy to wear her 4.5" heeled pumps with stockings whilst we have sex.
And it is amazing.
The sight of a slim leg covered in nylons, ending with a pair of pointy heels as you slide into a tight wet pussy... The feel of them against your skin as you look into her eyes. It is so, so much better than masturbation.
Although, with her lying there dressed as a total slut, you get hard. A quick wank or titty-fuck also works wonders. And because you can touch, it is so much better than wanking to porn on your screen.
Apologies for the possible overshare! But, like many others, I wish I had found Adara sooner.
I've been a member for a few weeks now, and have been making posts etc. Really loving the great community that is here.
But, I figured it's been long enough, it's time to post an introduction.
I'm 47, single, never married (came close a couple of times) and no kids (that I know about).
So, where to begin?
I don't like being around people. Having someone else near me sets my teeth on edge and raises my hackles. The longer I spend around people the more I start to grind my teeth, and usually a headache develops.
I think things are worse now than they were when I was younger, but even as a child I much preferred my own company to that of others - its just I had a lot less say in how I spent my time, what with school etc.
Feeling like this makes relationships with other people difficult to say the least. When dating someone, they usually want to actually see you! I would much prefer to be seeing them for a few hours, maybe once or twice a month. This rarely works out well, and she invariably decides that she would rather be with someone who wants to be with her. At other times, I have tried to fight past the way I am feeling, and be more available, more often. This though, doesn't work well either - I end up miserable and resenting her for making me feel this way, so again things don't last.
I have had a few relationships last 3+ years - but these were LDRs (interestingly, both with serving members of the US armed forces, one the Air Force another the Army). This worked OK for us both, since the distance meant the expectations of seeing each other frequently just weren't there. I also found that once I actually really cared for her, the feelings of irritation of being around went away. I could see myself married to either of these girls. But, being in the armed services, they end up being redeployed and with neither of us at the point where we wanted to uproot our entire lives, things ended.
I am sure there are girls out there that feel the same way I do, but they are rare. Very rare. I don't have the inclination or patience to go looking any more.
That brings us to why we are all here. Dolls.
Masturbation is all well and good, if a release is all you need/want. But sometimes you want more - to move out of the imagination and to actually touch something.
So I did a google search for sex doll, and a whole new world revealed itself. After doing a lot of searching, I finally decided that I wanted a WM 168-E, with the #15 head. The pictures of her I had seen on so many sites just blew me away. I saw pictures of the body with other heads, but none worked for me as well as that #15!
So an order was duly placed on the evening of December 26th with The Doll House here in the UK. She arrived 13 days later, and things have been great.
I imagined that she would be basically a fuck-doll. Something to be used.
But, no - she is more than that. I refer to her as she, not it. So I am clearly projecting something onto her. I enjoy dressing her up. She has a nice selection of lingerie and heels, and oh boy! I have always been a fan of garter belts, stockings and high heels, but no girl I have been with has ever been willing to wear it all in bed for sex. Adara has no such problems, and is happy to wear her 4.5" heeled pumps with stockings whilst we have sex.
And it is amazing.
The sight of a slim leg covered in nylons, ending with a pair of pointy heels as you slide into a tight wet pussy... The feel of them against your skin as you look into her eyes. It is so, so much better than masturbation.
Although, with her lying there dressed as a total slut, you get hard. A quick wank or titty-fuck also works wonders. And because you can touch, it is so much better than wanking to porn on your screen.
Apologies for the possible overshare! But, like many others, I wish I had found Adara sooner.
Adelea Enjoy! 
