I Think the Time Has Come To Say Goodbye to My First Love
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I Think the Time Has Come To Say Goodbye to My First Love
The day she arrived is still one the most exciting days of my life. I'm sure I will remember it forever. Finally seeing if I chose the right options. When I saw her, she was perfect! I couldn't believe how beautiful she was. And she was right in front of me. I could touch and kiss her. Kissing wasn't even something I thought about doing with her. I was surprised by how much I liked it. Being next to her made me so happy. I loved her instantly.
The only negative was her weight. I'm not an athletic guy. Lifting 100lbs is a real chore. The early dolls also had loose joints, which didn't help. She couldn't even support her own weight. So being intimate with her was rare. And became even rarer as the years passed. I eventually wanted a lighter doll. Lighter turned out to be a game changer for me when it came to being intimate with my dolls. I would go to them when I wanted some fun.
Meryl sat untouched for a couple years. I recently pulled her out of her storage crate to check her out. I remembered that her labia was needing replaced and when I spread her legs more to look inside her cavities, her vagina split at the side. It is probably about an inch or so long. For being 13 years, she still looks good. But she is made of the older silicone. And this wouldn't be the first labia replacement. Though it is the first big tear. Her fingers have been repaired numerous times. Her right leg also pops out of the pelvic socket constantly. I once tried to repair this, but it just came out again a couple weeks later. I had to cut her open to make the repair, and I don't want to do that again. It can be a pain to get the leg back into the socket. I'm not sure it's practical that I keep her. But I can't seem to actually start the process of moving her out. It could be nice to not have her crate in my room anymore. It sure is a pain to move. I had to move to a new apartment last year, and she was one of the more difficult things to transport. Luckily there were no stairs involved, lol. But I think it is the end of the road for me and Meryl.
It makes me sad, but I have no regrets. She gave me some wonderful memories, and was my introduction into the wonderful doll world. I believe I will keep her head so that she can maybe be revived some day. Hmmm.... That sounds a little morbid if taken out of context. Thank you, Meryl! I will never forget you!
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I'm going to miss her. But we did have a good run. I had initially feared she wouldn't even last a quarter of the time I had her. So I'm thankful for that. Goodbye, Meryl!
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Former Dolls:
Samantha - SY 165cm Elf
Charles - IronTech male
Clint - IronTech male
Marcellus - Male Real Doll - Body A
Orion - Male Real Doll - Body A
Lance - WM Male #207 head
Larry - WM Male #207 head
Colt - Gabriel M1 Sinthetics Male
Dolls in Storage:
Laurence (aka Doc, Dorian, Beau) - Homemade fabric male doll
Trevor - Homemade Fabric male doll
Tristan - Homemade Fabric/Silicone hybrid male doll
Landon - WM Male #207 Head
Current Dolls
Lawrence - Homemade Fabric/Silicone hybrid male doll
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Another way to look at this buddy is now you can start another adventure with a new doll. Best of luck!
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My first doll has been operated on several times, has been glued, bolted, and tied back together. I still have feelings for her even with springs bursting out of her eyes.