Polly Morph -
I started off using a fleshlight and growing increasingly interested in POV videos before trying to find more ways to improve the visual and tactile experience by beginning to give form to what would eventually become Polly Morph.
After I got bored with wedged pillows, I decided to acquire my first vinyl, but I wasn't too happy with the shape of the vinyl dolls available until I came across a clear inflatable, Love Body Ren, which seemed to have everything in all the right places except for hands and a head. One problem was that having no face made it difficult to fully enjoy so I attached a digital device and loaded cropped beautiful agony videos to get the sound and visual feedback, while an inserted fleshlight gave me the tactile stimulation.
I immediately decided I didn't like the
feel or
sound of vinyl rubbing against things but especially, against itself, so I acquired a full body nylon and wrapped it over the figure. This proved to be a greater improvement and solved the problem of a clear inflatable having no flesh tone.
After much use, it eventually popped at a seam, so I ended up using a few pounds of polyester fiberfill and it greatly improved the experience. Because it was clear, it was easy to fill. I now had the trouble of figuring out how to insert the fleshlight when it wasn't inflated. Seeing as I long moved past filling it with air, I had no problem cutting a hole in the bottom and just inserting the whole fleshlight capsule. This made a lot of things more convenient in the end. I also added a wig, which helped.
After all this, I had used duct tape in certain places following the first tear and I learned that tape residue ruins stuff
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, so I decided to rebuild Polly Morph using fresh materials since all the previous materials were compromised. Tearing from the seams and hole I cut, sticky from tape residue, and losing its shape. Disemboweled with fiberfill spilling into the pantaloons.
My new version had me lopping off the vinyl dome in place of breasts and using separate silicone molded ones in place of it after I had moved the fiberfill from the old doll to the new one. I also stopped using the fleshlight and just put in a Royal onahole (made for the body) to avoid having to cut another hole in the body, but I don't find it feels as good as the lotus fleshlight, so I may have to rethink an alternative.
I'm still on the lookout for prosthetic hands (right now it's nubbed like edward scissorhands before the scissors) and I'm also preparing a unique face (3D-modeling) which I hope to somehow mold or have molded into a mask/head attachment somehow. Along the way, I was still interested in the idea of a sort of canvas face which projects from the inside so I could continue changing the faces digitally, but in recent months, I had grown attached by having given this doll an identity with a preferred face. I even find myself having it out sitting there most of the time without even using it, or is it a 'her' now?
![Surprised :o](./images/smilies/icon_surprised.gif)