Finally got one, but I hate it!

ColColt · Post by **ColColt** » Mon Feb 05, 2024 5:01 pm

I'll say this. Back in 2018 I had a girl for a bit over six months and for reasons I'm still not sure of, I sold her. I was ok with that for a while but then I began missing her. Two months later and I was sorry I let her go. She was more than a sexual object. I talked to her, cuddled with her and at night I'd put her on her back with a top and panties on and I slept on my stomach next to her. Id reach over and hold her left hand with mine and fall asleep. My advice means little if your mind's made up but, you may want to reconsider for a little while. I regretted what I did, not saying you will but I sure did.

Fairy King · Post by **Fairy King** » Mon Feb 05, 2024 5:52 pm

Martinson Joe wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 3:23 pm Can I ask, have you dressed her? You don't need anything fancy at first, I lent my girl an old tracksuit and a pair of socks for the first weeks. Just make her comfy at home, and see how it goes.

I have not dressed her yet. Maybe I'll see if I can find something I can throw on if I'm gonna do a re-shoot to sell her anyway. Might as well.

Pussy69 · Post by **Pussy69** » Mon Feb 05, 2024 6:24 pm

The decision to buy a doll is like trying to fill in an empty hole of loneliness. This varies among ppl based on their social life. If you been a loner for years a doll can be satisfying. Those who had real lovers will seek out another lover eventually. Depression spending is pretty common as well coming out of a recent relationship.

ColColt · Post by **ColColt** » Mon Feb 05, 2024 6:33 pm

Fairy King wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 5:52 pm
Martinson Joe wrote: ↑Mon Feb 05, 2024 3:23 pm Can I ask, have you dressed her? You don't need anything fancy at first, I lent my girl an old tracksuit and a pair of socks for the first weeks. Just make her comfy at home, and see how it goes.
I have not dressed her yet. Maybe I'll see if I can find something I can throw on if I'm gonna do a re-shoot to sell her anyway. Might as well.

All I had when I first got my girl was the pink nighty they sent. I had bought some panties so I put that on her and one of my T-shirts until I could buy some other clothes for her. Feeling her titties through that T-shirt was great. I ran my hands all over her, rolled her over on her side to caress that fine butt and it was great. It had literally been years since I felt a real woman like that and it was a joy. She was a great kisser as well. I had the #122 head that has great kissable lips like the #266. I always took a long time kissing her good night.

Fairy King · Post by **Fairy King** » Tue Feb 06, 2024 2:01 am

Well, since I had to get her out to do a new photo shoot with the date on my sign, I went ahead and tried most of everyone's suggestions. I cleaned her, I powdered her, put the closest thing to panties I could find on her, put an old t-shirt on her, cuddled with her, sat next to her, had her lie on top of me, posed her in some different ways, and then had sex with her again. The sex part was terrible, but that's my fault. The best part actually was having her lie on top of me. That was pretty amazing. Still, in the end, I know it isn't for me. Went ahead and did the shoot and re-posted in market, so head over and take a look if you're interested.

Merp1353 · Post by **Merp1353** » Fri Feb 09, 2024 2:23 pm

Fairy King wrote: ↑Sat Feb 03, 2024 6:12 pm I never even knew sex dolls existed until the pandemic, and then I got kind of hooked on reading about them and looking at pictures of them. I finally decided to buy one, and it came today. I got the WM 172 b cup in tan with heads 242 and 368 from Annie's in-stock selection. I kept thinking about why I wanted one, and what I needed to realize about myself for wanting one, and then I kind of figured it out and realized I didn't want it. I realized that it's not really about sex or viewing women only as sexual objects, it's about exploring your own sexuality as a man, but with a feminine body. In a way you're exploring your masculinity by playing with femininity. A doll. And once I realized that was why I wanted it, I realized I didn't need a doll to do that. The problem was, it was too late. They already shipped it and I couldn't return it. So I took responsibility and decided it was fate and I might as well just go all the way and see if I liked it after all. The anticipation was crushing me, and finally it arrived. I couldn't believe my eyes as I unboxed it. It was even better than any of the photo shoots I had seen. I knew the weight was going to be a thing from having read so many posts about it, but it really is something you have to try to fully understand. I get it now. I went ahead and had sex with it. That part was fine. My favorite thing was being able to wrap the arms about me, that really made it great. I actually dated a woman once with a very similar build and I have to admit it's all very realistic. But I thought about how much time and effort went into it, and storing it and dragging it around, just having it stored away in the box, and I just realized I don't want that for myself. I'm glad I scratched the itch, because that was a serious itch. I don't know if I've ever had an itch like that, but I've done it now, and I honestly just can't wait for it to be gone. I listed it in the Market section, so I just have to wait it out I guess. Or I might just end up cutting it up into small un-identifiable pieces and throwing it away. I want it to be over.

I am almost in the same boat right now. I finally decided to pull the trigger on a WM 158L about 2 weeks ago, and can't stop thinking about if it was the right decision for me or not. I customized it and everything meaning it won't be another month or two before it arrives, so I have just been sitting here in my thoughts about it and my anxiety is spiraling. All of the things you said are exactly what I am worried about. What if having this very large and heavy thing in my space is bigger burden than I expected? How am I gonna even store it properly? What if someone finds it? What if it has negative side effects on my mental health/personality? How would I even go about getting rid of it if I determine it isn't right for me?

Your story is the first thing I've read so far in this forum that I can relate to in this moment. I am a bit nervous my outcome might be the same as yours, but it's too late to turn back now, so we will just have to wait and see. Thank you for your shedding light on your experience, and for everyone else here who provided advice on how to integrate a doll into the life of a first-timer.

ColColt · Post by **ColColt** » Fri Feb 09, 2024 2:46 pm

Merp1353-My first girl was a WM140cm. I didn't have her but a few months and got rid of her because it began bothering me she looked so small and young. I wanted one I could handle and her weight was good but it was just the overall impression I had. Next I went the other way and bought a 160D girl. She looked good, nice butt, etc but the weight was taxing me and I all but gave her away. Next was the WM 158D which I kept nearly a year but finally sold her(almost gave her way) for reasons I still wrestle with. It hadn't been two months after that I began to miss her and wondered why I let her go. I don't get concerned about hiding any of them as I live alone and that was basically why I wanted one in the first place. Not willing to chance another botched relationship, the dolls were just the ticket. I've been wanting another girl for months now but, before I do that again I need to come to grips with why I sold the last one. I think part of it was the upkeep and the cleaning that taxed me but, I'm just grasping at straws. You really have to search yourself before a decision is made.

Deadman 9000 · Post by **Deadman 9000** » Fri Feb 09, 2024 2:47 pm

can you just let be on your bed or something? If oyu're upfront qith your doll use as a cuddle companion, people will take it better than if you hide it and actually get neurotic about it.
some secrets are not meant to be secrets and it is better to tell the truth than to live with secrets and be stressed out about it

Deviant Usagi · Post by **Deviant Usagi** » Fri Feb 09, 2024 4:59 pm

It really depends on what you want, need, and expect. Dolls aren't replacement for real relationships with real people, they can't provide you with real companionship. Nor can they fulfill other holes in your life. And it's a shame you had to find out after spending such a large sum, dolls are highly expensive. But...at least you do know and understand that now, and that's a good thing.

Me I have no delusions - I view dolls as the most expensive high end sex toys of quality you can get, epic scale masturbators that are also great to look at. High end adult "action" figures. An improvement on the onaholes I've used before, the torso toy or "mini" I have now, just kind of working my way up slowly to more polished and less cheap ways to relieve my lusts. So when I finally can afford and justify that purchase and get my first doll as long as it meets that one expectation of being damn good for getting me to climax, I won't be disappointed. You know, unless it breaks after a few uses or something and doesn't last long enough for the amount of money sunk into it, then I'd be disappointed yeah.

Fairy King · Post by **Fairy King** » Fri Feb 09, 2024 9:35 pm

Merp1353 wrote: ↑Fri Feb 09, 2024 2:23 pm Your story is the first thing I've read so far in this forum that I can relate to in this moment. I am a bit nervous my outcome might be the same as yours, but it's too late to turn back now, so we will just have to wait and see. Thank you for your shedding light on your experience, and for everyone else here who provided advice on how to integrate a doll into the life of a first-timer.

Glad I could help! I considered everything I could think of and lurked on here for well over a year before hitting that point where I realized I just had to actually go for it, so I made myself order her. It was a huge rush. I think in the end it was just like how I felt having her here. I couldn't have predicted how that would feel, and I knew I might not like it, but I didn't know for sure. And I think I also decided that because of everything that's happening in the world right now, why not do something crazy? So I did.

Anyway, I've sold her now and she's gone. I do miss her a tiny bit, but I also just feel more like my old self now, and that makes me a lot happier. Maybe one day I'll get another, but for now, I will not.

AtPeace · Post by **AtPeace** » Mon Feb 12, 2024 3:09 pm

Fairy King wrote: ↑Sat Feb 03, 2024 6:12 pm I never even knew sex dolls existed until the pandemic, and then I got kind of hooked on reading about them and looking at pictures of them. I finally decided to buy one, and it came today. I got the WM 172 b cup in tan with heads 242 and 368 from Annie's in-stock selection. I kept thinking about why I wanted one, and what I needed to realize about myself for wanting one, and then I kind of figured it out and realized I didn't want it. I realized that it's not really about sex or viewing women only as sexual objects, it's about exploring your own sexuality as a man, but with a feminine body. In a way you're exploring your masculinity by playing with femininity. A doll. And once I realized that was why I wanted it, I realized I didn't need a doll to do that. The problem was, it was too late. They already shipped it and I couldn't return it. So I took responsibility and decided it was fate and I might as well just go all the way and see if I liked it after all. The anticipation was crushing me, and finally it arrived. I couldn't believe my eyes as I unboxed it. It was even better than any of the photo shoots I had seen. I knew the weight was going to be a thing from having read so many posts about it, but it really is something you have to try to fully understand. I get it now. I went ahead and had sex with it. That part was fine. My favorite thing was being able to wrap the arms about me, that really made it great. I actually dated a woman once with a very similar build and I have to admit it's all very realistic. But I thought about how much time and effort went into it, and storing it and dragging it around, just having it stored away in the box, and I just realized I don't want that for myself. I'm glad I scratched the itch, because that was a serious itch. I don't know if I've ever had an itch like that, but I've done it now, and I honestly just can't wait for it to be gone. I listed it in the Market section, so I just have to wait it out I guess. Or I might just end up cutting it up into small un-identifiable pieces and throwing it away. I want it to be over.

For many, the pendulum of emotions swing back and forth. It took some time for you to place your order as you went back and forth. In my humble opinion, I suggest giving it some more time as you sort out whether to keep her. There are so many aspects to weigh in on. Shame, physical desire, social acceptance, and more. How can you sort all that out quickly? Sure you spent some energy up to this point, but everything is hard until you learn it and then it becomes easy. Please remember that dolls are only getting better and better.

Post by **setevoltas** » Mon Feb 12, 2024 9:15 pm

There are much worse itches to need to scratch. Thanks for sharing your experiences Fairy King.

mebaru · Post by **mebaru** » Sat Feb 17, 2024 6:54 am

Fairy King wrote: ↑Fri Feb 09, 2024 9:35 pm Anyway, I've sold her now and she's gone. I do miss her a tiny bit, but I also just feel more like my old self now, and that makes me a lot happier. Maybe one day I'll get another, but for now, I will not.

Actually, I felt exactly the same way as you did when I let go of my first doll.

But now, about five or six years later...
There is a new doll in my room...
The doll in the avatar on the right is it.

frankble · Post by **frankble** » Sat Feb 17, 2024 9:34 am

People seldom know what they want

dollfunn · Post by **dollfunn** » Fri Feb 23, 2024 7:28 pm

Fairy King wrote: ↑Sat Feb 03, 2024 6:12 pm I never even knew sex dolls existed until the pandemic, and then I got kind of hooked on reading about them and looking at pictures of them. I finally decided to buy one, and it came today. I got the WM 172 b cup in tan with heads 242 and 368 from Annie's in-stock selection. I kept thinking about why I wanted one, and what I needed to realize about myself for wanting one, and then I kind of figured it out and realized I didn't want it. I realized that it's not really about sex or viewing women only as sexual objects, it's about exploring your own sexuality as a man, but with a feminine body. In a way you're exploring your masculinity by playing with femininity. A doll. And once I realized that was why I wanted it, I realized I didn't need a doll to do that. The problem was, it was too late. They already shipped it and I couldn't return it. So I took responsibility and decided it was fate and I might as well just go all the way and see if I liked it after all. The anticipation was crushing me, and finally it arrived. I couldn't believe my eyes as I unboxed it. It was even better than any of the photo shoots I had seen. I knew the weight was going to be a thing from having read so many posts about it, but it really is something you have to try to fully understand. I get it now. I went ahead and had sex with it. That part was fine. My favorite thing was being able to wrap the arms about me, that really made it great. I actually dated a woman once with a very similar build and I have to admit it's all very realistic. But I thought about how much time and effort went into it, and storing it and dragging it around, just having it stored away in the box, and I just realized I don't want that for myself. I'm glad I scratched the itch, because that was a serious itch. I don't know if I've ever had an itch like that, but I've done it now, and I honestly just can't wait for it to be gone. I listed it in the Market section, so I just have to wait it out I guess. Or I might just end up cutting it up into small un-identifiable pieces and throwing it away. I want it to be over.

some people got dolls because it's hard for them to hook up with RG... some people got dolls because they are tired of the ups and downs of relationships... there are more types and situations out there... it doesn't matter what type you are, or what situation you are in, we all need sex... RGs are still best (except for the aforementioned relationship ups & downs), but dolls are the next best thing, and after a few years of dolls, i can't go back to watching porn and ask my hands to do the work anymore...